Wishing UpON a sTAR
interesting things happened. coupled with what i learnt in sunday service today... i began to understand why was i so amazed by some ppl i really care... and i really started to ponder. hmmm...
what is love? what is friendship? they are relationship in different forms. everyone yearns to have love and friendship. but why will love fade, why will friends become strangers?
now that u have become close friends, lovers. why do u stop seeing to all the details? why do u become less excited/ anticipated when u meet them? why do u grow impatient as time passed? why are u begin to take things for granted? and finally, why do u compromise a relationship that is obviously important to you to something tt is.. so insignificant...
if u dun wan to go, dun wan to meet, dun wan to maintain the relationship, why do u bother to come out excuses? bit by bit, u will lost faith from them.. and slowly... u lost their respect for u have dishearted them...
why is that... back in those days, u could do everything u can to meet someone, to go out with ur friends.. to do something tt was tough. you could simply turn all the pain/jobs into joy. u feel happy doing things.. even when u need to make some sarcifice.. but when is that now, u could find them to be a choice. make them become a duty. and all u need is to COMPLETE The task on hand, even bargain or complain about it. and soon, you started to make all sort of excuses to avoid them...
perhaps overtime, things have became duty, obligations.
is our relationship is insignificant compared to all ur tasks on hand? i guess so. if not, why do u make all the excuses? and now, what's the point of me trying to keep the relationship alive. it's all so one-sided. u prefer to do ur own stuffs.. busy with your own things. forever having new excuses to cover sth.
i am disappointed. i am really disappointed. i am disappointed at this particular group of people i hold so dear to my heart. i am disappointed at the students councilors. i am disappointed with my old friends (whom i tot.. we were really close).
but what can i do?
i will start to hold on to relationship in which are important to me. and i will definitely cherish ppl who really care for me, like honey and linus. PARTICULARLY eugene teo (REQUESTEd by fatty)
love you guys! like totally!
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11:14 PM.
