Wishing UpON a sTAR
fatty is out on a retreat.
and the day before he left,
we din talk much..
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i have so much to tell..
i have so much to share..
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but now,
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i feel like keeping everything inside.
i know i shouldn't.
coz like i always said,
we shouldn't keep anything from each other.
communication is the key in relationship.
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but wat is communication to you...
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to me,
the essence of communication is to allow the other party to feel ur presence.
and to know that you care for me.
i can talk to a stranger for an hour and
at the end of the day, they remain as strangers.
but we are no strangers..
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dear,
tell me i am important..
i need assurance.
tell me you love me..
i need ur affirmation..
encourage me for what i did..
i need to know its all worth it..
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why things turn unpleasant between lovers?
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clearly,
we love each other.
i love you.
you love me.
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and why things turn unpleasant (i won't say ugly.. ) between us?
am i making things difficult again?
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dear,
i have so much to tell..
so much to share..
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yet you can't be here to listen to me.
i feel discouranged,
disappointed.
i feel insignificant.
I dun even feel like telling you things now...
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a record i made...
2 days
no email sent to u on nights we din chat.
i feel bad.
coz' i know u're still very very impt in my heart.
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but,
i feel evil.
i feel like punishing you.
i feel like letting you worry about me..
(i am hoping tt u will)
i feel like ignoring you and make u feel guilty.
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coz
i need someone i can talk to..
someone.
a human being.
i need my boyfriend to be around.
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will you spare sometime for me?
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i dun need a man with excellent result from renowned sch.
i dun need a high-flyer to be my boyfriend.
i just need..
some time..
some care...
some concern..
some love..
from you.
not from other guys.
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am i asking too much?
tell me if i am...
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1:55 AM.
