Wishing UpON a sTAR
eugene reached uk safe and sound at 2pm today (singapore time).
It was about 5am in uk.
so i guess the time difference is about 7 hours.
i feel fat.
and i think precisely becoz i feel fat,
that's why i am feeling kind of down.
and that leads to thousand and one thoughts.
i am overwhelmed with emotions.
I feel that i sortya lost some pillar of support.
I feel like sinking.
I feel empty.
I feel kinda emotionless.
I dun feel like doing ANYTHING,
except some skippings today.
= (
my student commented that i look extremely upset tonight.
the fact is,
i really din!
I was the normal self.
scolding her and commented her careless and stuffs.
I felt ok.
as in,
not sad.
more like relieved that eugene has reached uk safe and sound.
crap..
or
am i sad
coz' the reality of eugene being so far away has finally struck me.
I miss him..
like totally.
am i slow?
will you stop acting strong?!
crap.
can everyone just STOP asking me if i am ok?
sigh...
must be the fat in me screaming...
will eugene online tonight?
i guess not...
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9:57 PM.
