Wishing UpON a sTAR
i admit that i have phobia for anything tt has fur on it. includes, cats, dogs, chicks. and even birds (feather). i will just went HYSTERICAL when i will to be too near it. tears just roll out, unstoppable. i just have an unexplainable fear for them. i lost a side of contact lens in jaime's house just now. business woman- feli, actually helped me to calculate the cost of a pair of my contact lens. it worth about $3 per pair. so i am going to claim $1.50 from jaime. hahaha...
anyway, on a more serious note, ah ma is not doing well in China. dad is worried. mom is worried. ah ma would wan to see us before she close her eyes forever, so she's doing everything to stay alive till 31st May. i would she pass away in sleep. in peace. than to suffer like this.
i feel ok. which i think is WRONG. sigh. i have not much attachment to her. i born in HK, migrated to Singapore. we dun meet regularly. when was the last time i saw her? i think it was... 6 years ago. or maybe more. we were not close.
i have been teaching in diff sch for enrichment classes for the past week. teaching is tough but easy. depend on ur luck and school assigned. teaching is tiring. there is a swell at the back of my right knee. can't walk properly. even till now (started yesterday). exhausted.
cycling for pulau ubin for tml will be cancelled. cycling on monday maybe cancelled too.
feel weird about the situation i am in now. neither happy now sad. just tired. guess i was too tense tonight. emotionally strained as well as physically strained. much glucose were used to combat the fear i had developed for titus. all thanks to jaime. told me she going to lock it up. but in the end, NEVER. cheat my feeling.
sigh.
i am tired.
tired....
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12:10 AM.
