• sunday

a day to relax. but felt the immerse pressure when nightfall.

• Monday

class from 9am to 4pm. no lunch break. ate a sausage for lunch at 4pm. watched webcasting and did reasearch for stupid I.A learnt, how to use the stupid PerTrac. and tried to analyse a stupid dumb case for my accounting mod, which i will further elaborate on thursday.

• Tuesday

school started at 9am again, ended at 2pm with break from 11-12. I.A meeting at 2pm. went to use Bloomberg and Datastream to retrieve data. since there was only a system, so we waited... and everything ended at 430 with data on hand. RP at 445 at arts. walked back to arts and rushed home. by the time i reached home was 630. so welll.. postponed tuition at the tent, and tuition started at 8pm instead of usual 730pm. -tired-

it was late 9pm by the time i reached home. so i rested, watched tv (10pm show becomes luxury in life... can't wait for 10pm to come every night). and started on my Psy term paper which is due on friday and edited on a piece of work to be presented on thursday.

• Wednesday

great day. simply love wednesday. school started at 12noon. so i got the luxury to wake up late and take my time to read newspaper at home. and when class ended at 2pm, i went down to dhoby ghaut to meet eugene, anti-stress agent. anyway, he accompanied me for lunch, then walked around, before settling down at ben & jerry at cathy. and while i tried again to anaylse the case for my accounting mod, he was playing warcraft beside me with full concentration. though i wasn't expecting him to pay attention to me all the time, the weird me still expecting him to give me some attention coz I WAS BESIDE HIM. wat a demanding gf. and tt idiot's phone was ringing NON STOP, flooded with sms from FEMALE students. well... can't help feeling insecure with all those things the girls did to him.

anyway, we went to eat at cartel for dinner before catching a movie at GV. we watched NORBIT. funny show. the fat and cellulite looked REAL!!!! anyway, tt gf was a monster. really scary.

and i reached home at 930, watched my fav show and time to get things done after all the fun time. well.. good time dun last. so i started working at 11pm until 2am for tt accounting mod.

• thursday

meeting at 930am in sch with that my group member for my accounting mod. note that it's group member. not members. coz' my group consists of ME and HIM, 2 ppl spells downfall. anyway, i was ok then.. except that i was the one PRODUCING ALL THE ANALYSIS AND ANSWERs. wasn't angry then. but the more i think about it, the more i think what a bloodsxxker he is. our previous report was like shit. so i really wan to improve this time! and tt MAN actually told me to do the report and he do the ppt. whatever. once i finished typing, i sent back to him. TOLD him to type the introduction as well as the conclusion. hope he DON'T screw it up this time again! (note i said AGAIN)

free rider. lousy shit... hate HIM. STUPID MAN! have been complaining non stop to eugene, jac and sam. going to complain somemore to other ppl i know of.

lesson learnt: MAKE SURE U TAKE A CLASS WITH SOMEONE U KNOW. IF NOT, U'RE subjecting urself to danger OF YOU WORKING ALL ALONE.

meeting at 6pm, though i dismissed at 2pm. anyway, 2-5, i went to type tt report and 5pm, i went to com lab to prepare myself for I.A proj once again. and meeting ended at 8+pm! CHEER~ finally plotted an efficient frontier using PerTrac. PRAISE THE LORD.

• friday

after nights of editing the psy paper, i finally submitted it today. and here i am. breathing. FINALLY.

what a vicious cycle. always started with busy week. but well.. at least i got to rest a little as weekend draw near.. mon- wednesday are always the hell weekdays, without fail.

i feel the stress on me. i feel stressed. and i think i've become more self-centered.. coz' of the stress i am feeling. like as though everybody supposed to understand me, coz i am damn stressed. wrong thinking. gotta get out of that thought. everybody is stressed. depend on how u deal with it. i need to learn to deal with it better i think. horrible me.. sigh. good thing tt i've not break down. things are good when u know there is someone protecting u. thank you, lord.

guess i just need a hug...