Wishing UpON a sTAR
things are so screwed up nowaday. dun worry. i am not exactly talking about my life. but rather, how hectic my life is now.. i seriously have not ENOUGH time to do everything and anything... and remember i was whining about my 5 days week? now, tt is a mistake. i don't have a 5 days week. but a 7 days week. crap. coz' saturday has officially became the date for meeting for my investment analysis... and sunday is for bizcom... how sucky can it be?!
and becoz of my damn hectic timetable this sem, i am quitting the p4 tuition kid. left with ONE more session, and i am DONE with her for a month. hopefully that will give me more time to have meetings in school and for me to do my own stuffs.
and another thing is that i have totally no time to catch up with friends.. i am like walking alone around the school like some lone ranger. my friend from bizcom actually asked why am i walking and rushing alone around ALL THE TIME. kinda sad. miss those days where me and my whole clique go lectures n tutorials together... sam and jac seemed to be so far away nowaday. and i still meeting eugene once in a week nowaday. as much as i want to meet him more often, things just dun work out fine.
worst of all, i find it terribly hard to have time to do QT.. i know its not a good excuse. but i am losing the momentum... i am lagged by 2 weeks... since the bloody busy week started... crap... who ever believe in Jesus, pray for me. pray that i have time for everything.. pray that i have the strength and will to read his words without fail. pray that i will survive this sem... and make me a stronger person inside out. really need that. sigh. just look at the amount of work on hand, i feel weak. hahaah.. so pls pray for me. thanks.
there are tasks on hand..
by this saturday, i need to finish..
- I.A. tutorial
- I.A project Research, HK ETFs.. historical data...
- Bizcom collecting all the surveys
- bizcom research on travel agencies
and i got so little time left. coz' tml i got church reunion dinner which i will be going... i simply missed too many services and cell group meetings. AND guess wat, to top it, i am going to miss saturday morning service coz' i'll be having I.A meeting in the morning... sucks. so i must finish them by tonight and tml afternoon.
And during the recess week, i need to finish all these...
- I.A presentation on 26/02/07
- Accounting Course mid term test on 28/02/07
- Psy mid term test on 02/03/07
- Individual Assignment for Psy by 09/03/07
- Accounting Course Case presentation 14/03/07
- Start researching for I.A individual term paper
- collate and Anaylse data for bizcom surveys and write the draft report by 28/02/07
- research on Asiapac proj and tutorials...
and everything above is like damn high weightage... damn it.
i am kind of stressed. i am sorry if i sound hostile. but i honestly dun have much time for myself. tt's why i love yesterday... peaceful and not to worry about anything. but it was all so short...
Jac, i am going to have lot more winkles this sem... PLS DUN TELL ME.. coz' i dun have time to stare at them... haha.. been long since i last applied eye cream. crap.
Eileen and PS, i dun think running after school can be materialised this sem... way too busy. coz' i will just grow fat. let the fat accumulate la.
ailing and jing, peeps, dun think there will be time catching up unless its some big council events. sigh. sorry for not coming for ur production, jing.
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