Wishing UpON a sTAR
well.. feeling kind of sad early in the morning. mom commented me being old and NOT thin, and that i should stop wearing short skirts, small tops and FBT shorts... know she din mean it. but that hurts. oh well. sigh. now try to convince me that i am not fat.
eugene finally ORD-ed on friday. but he only came out today. and he's sleeping now. feeling moody and sad today. sigh. like everything others say became a stagger to my heart. sensitive. pms is way over, why the sudden moodswing? i guess comments from mom definitely has an weighted impact on me. i mean.. sigh. i am not really the image conscious kind of ppl.. and i am not fashionable. and in fact, i am like so super ah piak (qouted from jac) and auntie-ish. my skirts are not very short.. and since when my tops are tight? and fbt shorts are meant for running and stuffs.. so wat's her point? I AM DAMN conservative and traditional in my fren's opinion of me. so it's not as though i wear skimpy clothes or watever!
sigh!
sigh.
yesterday was the garage sale in church. it was not bad. though was disappointed that all my friends din turn up. but i am feeling fine and totally agreed with wat joseph about wat's impt here is the process. despite that the turn out of outsiders are low, but we have fun among ourselves and we got to know each other more and more. so that's the thing. and the main thing is, our aim was not to sell more stuffs or to have HUGE responses from the public, but carry thing out at god's will. so i guess we did fine. anyway, everybody was so generous yesterday. most of the adults told us to keep the change. kind.
sigh. moody
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told you that it would be a depressing entry.
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2:48 PM.
