Wishing UpON a sTAR
nothing can be worse than anything that had happened on friday. so i guess, everyday from saturday onwards, everything will be good and beautiful. In fact, so far so good. ^_^
it was kind of amazing. guess wat, the service i had in church was talking about "Why Jesus got mad?" When i saw the topic, i was wondering.. HMMM... isn't jesus supposed to be kind, forgiving, nice and everything tt is positive? i guess we are all wrong. christians dun have to be all polite and kind in all situations actually.
Christians should get angry in the name of unrighteousness, injustice and wrongdoings. the reason why Jesus got mad was becoz people with authority in the church had changed the church into a *market, money exchanger. These people were so blinded by power, money and materials that they had became the servants and the slaves of the world. They turned church into a place where they could earn big money. and the worse part was, everyone kept quiet about it, dared not to speak up even they knew it was wrong. People were lost, became sheeps without a shepherd. System became corrupted and poor people suffered. Thus, Jesus got mad and chased everyone away and demanded the Jews to destroy the whole church.
*jews have this practice of bringing doves (poor ppl), lambs (rich ppl) to the church as sacrifice. and the they can only use one kind of currency to buy these items. so they had the money exchanger there to exchange money with the Jews. however, the rate was much lower and was determined by the authority. BUt no choice, cause some ppl stay very far away from this church, by the time they walked and reached the church, the animals might not be able to make it there. and the place where ppl can exchange to this currency is very far away from that church.
i found it quite shocking that this sermon seemed to be directly speaking to me. Keeping quiet doesn't mean u are not wrong. It abates to crime! which makes you one of them. Wrong is a wrong. Injustice must be spoken of. It's okay to be angry at this and voice up. and sometimes, prayer DOESN'T work. u can't possibly sat at one corner, and prayed, "dear Lord, he bully me. pls stop that." No, it won't work! u need to take action to complete it! Wake up your conscious! Muster your courage! fIGHT with the devils. Just do wat you can, and God will do wat you can't to help. Tell the bully that it's wrong to BULLY others and pray that the outcome will be good!
YOU know, you gotta do something about it. AND you can do something about it! Thus, be the light that shines the world! ^_^
I feel so much better now. ^_^ i am going to leave everything to God. If He wants me to continue taking this GEK, i will work hard and put in my best. and pray that He will help me with the grade. if He wants me to fail, so be it. i will just cry abit and be fine soon.
I believe that He's putting me into this test. God has a plan and purpose for everything we do. He would want me to go through it, understand the pain, so i can share with others and make others feel better in the future...
I've learnt so much! i feel free and happy. haha
Jac, i hope you too! God has a plan for you, so you understand the pain, learn from it, and you will be a BETTER AND MORE UNDERSTANDING person. hahahaha.. dun worry, you're ALREADY very kind and understanding k. a little bit more won't kill. ahahhah... and i am always around! always damn free. so come find me when u're free. hahaha...
and paul too! maybe tt's why you dun care if you're attached or not, coz you know, eventually you will meet the one. hahah.. and buck up k. exam is coming!!
ailing, thanks for ur suggestion. hahah.. but i din wan to blow things up. i just wan to make know to him that wat he did was WRONG. but since he insisted that there was no cheating. there isn't much i can do right? it's ok. i am fine. ^_^ and let's meet up one day k! i've met ailing and linus enough! miss you wor. haha
having FNA test tml! hope to do well! ^_^ Life is good.
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