Wishing UpON a sTAR
sigh. sian mood.. or rather sad mood.
dad coming back.. sister hinted tt i ought to stay at home and wait for him to come back.. meaning... i can't go church, i can't go and watch gabriel's performance with eugene.. (gabriel is teo's cousin..) meaning.. i can't see him for 14 days.. until next sat or sun... and end of this month is the out-field season... u know wat i mean.. sigh.
he's always so busy.. and i am always so free...
yiwei joined council in sim.. i ought to be happy. in fact, i am quite happy... but the thing is.. i suddenly realise how pathetic.. how blank my life in nus is.. i dun like the sch.. tt's one thing.. i am bias.. tt's another. sigh.. in a crap feeling now.. like i din achieve ANYthing. WHICH IS VERY BAD... coz' i considered myself as a high-achiever.. quite sad...
but then again .. i dun feel attached to any cca or even the school.. how do i spark interest in the first place...
pathetic.
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11:55 PM.
