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Monday, July 17, 2006

hmm.. long time no pose.. shall type a really long one. ^_^

as if God reponsed to be desperate cry for a job, i got a job immediately from one of the recruitment agency. and guess wat, i was back to OCBC for a mth plus. ^_^ this time i was posted to Group Finance dept- payment and something advisory. it was a tough job in the beginning. everything looks so chim.. so many thousand steps to take note of. so many precautions needed to be taken. i din really like the dept initially. so many things to be done, some of the anuties there were like so HOSTILE. and my seat was like near the front desk, while the rest of the interns and temp staffs were sitting far at the back. u could even hear them laughing out loud and talking in the front. they sounded a really funny bunch. but i din get to talk to them. coz' i was always busy.. and my seat was too far away from them... so i made friend with the perm staff behind me, angeline and the old cleaner who is at her.. maybe 70s? they are my BUDDIES. haha... we always talked about lots of things. and i really fond of the old auntie. she always tell me about her family. and on the last day, when i gave her little present and told her to take care of her health since she always fell sick, she looked at though she's going to cry.. she shaked my hand hard, and smiled at me, telling me to take care too.. oh man, i really adore tt anutie.. i think we should just be nice and friendly to everyone especially the old and aged.. they deserved tt more than anyone do..
i worked until 3jul, i took one week break for cac camp, and started working again for the last week. i was sent to sitting at the back, coz' a perm staff had came, and she was supposed to sit at my desk. so, I JOINED THE INTERN/TEMP at the back. ^_^ it was quite funny to hear them talking nonsenses. luckily we got close on the... LAST 2 DAYS?! haha.. joke. anyway, things were great on the last few days.. i bought fruit juice for all in my dept.. din wan to give to that 3 irritating, big bullyin anuties initially. but was thinkin, nvm la. just made them happy on the last day. HA! then after i gave them, they were SO NICE AND KIND TO ME. big change. to think fruit juice can BRIBe ppl!! muahahah.. well done ck. OH! and angeline and siewsan (my xiao shifu) gave me a necklace from Paris Bijoux!! a necklace with crystal! *happiness.

ok, tt marks the end of my temp job in OCBC.

now, i will talk about.. some other things happened before my camp.
ade's mom passed away during june.. it was lung cancer. and as i was in the wake, i tot of eileen. i just suddenly missed her alot. hmm.. and i tot, i should spend more time with her then..

this is the break-up season i guess.. seeing so many couples broke up dampened my mood a little. i am glad tt i am still happily attached and i think its growing strong. but then, i think i will just remind them of their sad sad past, when they used to be loving and all. hmm.. and thru this, i learn tt man can be such a jerk. i was totally disappointed/ am completely disappoint at some guys nowaday. they changed so fast tt, i haven't recovered from shock and wanted to salvage the situation, and the guys can become so totally cool and indifferent about EVERYTHING.. damn it. why do i even know him at the first place. why is he even my friend?! i dun need such friend.. and guess wat! i am damn guilty to have intro my truly-best friend to him.. coz he just made me the killer. and i just killed my own friend.. seeing her cry so much, hurted me so much. but i just couldn't cry with her.. i needed to be strong for her.. just for her.. so she can rely on me a little.. and hopefully feel better..

sigh... am i not useless? can't do much..

cac camp. it was fun. it was great. but i was disappointed at how selfish our seniors are. only one out of 13? or 14? seniors came to the camp as councillor.. i mean... look at other group! watever it is. they missed out the fun. and for the male seniors, TOO BAD FOR U. OUR GROUP THIS YEAR HAPPENED TO BE FAMOUS FOR HAVING ALL THE PRETTY GIRLS IN THE GROUP. u missed the chance of knowing them. too bad for u. =p
i was involved in a number of things this year in cac camp.. i was involved in the MJ, external hunt and Confidence walk?! (confidence walk sounds chessy. ahhaha) anyway, confidence walk was truly an experience.. imagine having paint make-up for 7 hours? haha.. NO JOKE. it slaughters ur skin. Lihao said he can't rem my normal face, but only the ghost face. damn it. and imagine repeating ur lines 30 times? it dries ur throat completely. i lost my voice like.. for a week! ahaha...
and as if its a tradition. i injured myself again. but this time is not sprain ankle. but its becoz i played in one of the camp in tele-match on the 2nd day.. and the guy behind me stepped on my slippers while i was running and competing with others.. so there i went! running on the track at 1pm, BAREFOOTED. and wat happened next was tt i had multiple blisters on my foot. = (pain to max. and jiean and randal were really excited about helping me burst the blisters.. oh well.. bursting it and letting the water out relieve the pain a bit. then.. at night was the confidence walk.. LUCky my role is supposed to move slowly.. so as to give eerie feeling.. if not, i dun think i can act well with blisters on my foot.
next day was external hunt.. CRAP la.. so unclass. me and my partner for the station actually slept outside cathy. haha.. UNCLASS. so UNLike me. anyway, guess wat, the security guard din chase us away, but told us to keep our phone properly, and we were allowed to rest there!!! ^_^ love the security guards. ^_^ and.. ya.. at the end of that day, my foot truly hurt.. i joined my gp after my station was cleared. guess tt was a mistake. they were running around.. and i joined them. when we were going home, my foot was totally in pain. and i din wan to hold them back with me. so i told them to go first and i would go back later. and jie an scolded me. = ( i really dun wan to hold the gp back becoz' of me.. and ya.. sigh... guess only stella understands. anyway, when i was back, i poked almost 30 over wholes on the foot to release the water trapped inside the blisters.. *can u imagine how bad it was?!?!?!?!*
4th day, sentosa. morning it rained, but it gave us more time to bond. ^_^ and we took most of our pictures there. ahahaha.. at night, sp night. cosy bay is truly cosy.. ^_^ and eugene came and pei me.. ^_^ after eugene left, i joined them for k boxing.. first time in my life there.. but i lost my voice.. so i basically went there and pei them.. ok, maybe to sleep there. hahah..
5th day- last day. byebye everyone. ^_^

alright.. so long.. haha.. tt's all for today..

i am going out with linus to hunt for eugene's present! tata ppl!


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ai ling
honey
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jac
eileen
ps aka sandy
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[name] ck
[birthday] 25 jan
[horoscope] aquarius
[school] st edwards, cedar, tj, bizard

loves works, idiotic bf, family, friends and God (not in order)
hates betrayal, sabotage


notes about me...
i'm juz a girl whom cherish friendship blindly... perhaps a bit stubborn, perhaps a little crazy.. but i think i am someone others can trust rely on..