Wishing UpON a sTAR
what can i say about best friends?
it seems like even when u seldom meet, she always seems to know you best... and as i thought i was all so lonely and mourning for all the negative thoughts.. trapped in devil's playground, i found my friend there... she's all in a too similiar situation with me.. almost identical... haha.. TWINS. hahah
just i thought when i was all suffering, crippling around, sleeping in pain, while eugene training happily (ok, perhaps not happily, but should be somehow slightly better than me) in camp.. and she's suffering from similiar fate... haha.. funny at how i look at the whole thing now...
or should i say both of us have poor fates...? lol
here are little advices i picked from her blog...
- ASSUMPTION REALLY KILLS RELATIONSHIPS- things were bad on sunday.. i was all so upset somehow.. and then i ended up trapped in devil's playground again.. probably the stupid devil lead me there. anyway, i started saying all the stupid things about me, creating all sort of troubles to eugene.. like taking away his precious time, causing necessary unhappiness to him, etc.. said things like i am not his perfect angel, but some selfish girl who is not half as good as he thought i was supposed to be.. sounds bad? hahah.. to think the confident ck will say such thing.. that's how depressed I can get.. ya.. i was feeling lonely and insecure that is.. well, good thing that i am ok now. ^_^
- yes, so i guess i need to stop saying things i don't believe in FROM NOW ONWARDS
stella: thanks for being around. though only talked to u like for a while, but i guess it's more than sufficient. ^_^ thanks for covering names for me too!!! treat u ice cream one day! hahahaha... or we can treat each other, since u owe me ben and jerry. HAHAHAHAHA.. anyway, see u on tuesday, 12noon, dun pangseh. haha
eileen: hey girl, love sharing quotes God's word with u... ^_^ it just took all my negative thoughts away. thanks for granting me peace in a way. ^_^ see u on the coming thursday!!!
Fish: dun worry about ur mno group, k? slap their faces if u need to. i can help! hahaha
Chinru: my dearest, hahaha.. MISS U!!!! ^_^ U MIA AGAIN!! hahah
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7:44 AM.
