Wishing UpON a sTAR
note the date of this post... 14 FEB... sigh.. and the pathetic me is spending this day alone again.. =(
didn't know by just asking why he din take leave will trigger such a strong response... = ( he asked me why must i ask... but i dun understand why i can't ask.. sigh.. watever... *upset... knowing so many army guys taking leaves today.. and seeing so many couples everywhere.. with flowers and presents... just made me jealous.. sigh.. din even spend one single valentine's day with him before..
=( not tt i haven't received present from eugene.. or celebrated it.. but it's just different.. sigh.. just not same as u receive on the day itself.. like birthday present.. u can have many belated or pre-birthday party or present.. but u just want to have it all on ur birthday so much.. so as to make yourself special.. like a queen.. or princess... on just that one day.
trying hard to work hard nowaday... sigh... everything is like lagging.. kept forgetting how to calculate Marginal Cost and Marginal Product.. sigh.. i am having headache..
been spending lots of times with chinru, think we got quite a few things in common.. well, good. at least i found someone near to talk to.. eileen is abit far.. carol lost the touch.. sam.. i just dunno where to begin. sigh. oh well.. Jac too.. she's been great help.. for allowing me to talk and talk..
what is the meaning of light when there isn't a notion of darkness
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4:51 PM.
