Wishing UpON a sTAR
feeling lousy today.. SIGH.. *depressed...
well.. as usual, i only blog when i am terribly bored or terribly upset. so ya, as u can see from the FIRST sentence, u should know which represents my mood the best now...
*ring ring
well.. got tonnes of things to blog about.. but after talking to eugene for an hour or so.. feel better... but feeling more emotional?! hahaha.. contradictory...
eugene going India very soon. 16mARCH.. for 1 mth.. so long.. sigh.. well.. but no choice.. this is only a small test.. the bigger test would be the 4 years uk thing.. so ya.. can't complain much.. need to be understanding here... and trying to make myself more understanding and accommodating here...
sigh.. starting to feel the pinch now.. *sad & lonely...
dear.. i really din wan to put down the phone.. i know u're tired. it's mean for me not to let u sleep... and u just waiting for me to say "I LOVE YOU", then u will sleep.. but talking in the phone with you is such a luxurious thing for me.. it was such a rare thing... once i put down the phone.. i dunno when u going to call and talk to me again.. u dun usually call me... oh dear.. i miss u lots.. really.. i am feeling the pinch now.. how i wish u can just be beside me right now... how i wish u can always be with me... how i wish for so many things...
you know wat, i always jealous of couples who are super sticky.. i always dun understand why ppl quarrel when one is too possessive.. i hope eugene is possessive too.. and i wish i am possessive.. or maybe either one of us is.. that would be quite sweet i tot.. we can spend ALL our times together.. on the other hand, i am thinking that if it's really that case, will we end up quarreling and break up? sigh... scary.. pros and cons i guess... better remains as we are now..
miss Jc days when we can choose to spend time together.. studying and eating together.. all those carefree days..
days have been busy.. missing friends... stella is MIA.. Eileen supposed to come to my CHURCH!! but never. haha.. must call her up one day... chinru remains sweet and close to heart.. ^_^
friends... let's meet up and eat one day.. imiss you...
time to start mugging.. chinru shall be my mugging partner from now on...
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9:55 PM.
