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Saturday, January 07, 2006

feeling lousy now.. sigh.. think i am a lousy girlfriend..

either i dun understand eugene or.. he just dun like to share with me his other side of characters and problems... not tt i am jealous.. ALRIGHT, maybe i am jealous... but he always seem to be talking to his church friends about his problems... i dunno eugene got wat problems.. so far.. i only know he's troubled over whether to go overseas to study or not...

but for that matter, i only know the surface issue.. he din even tell me why and stuffs in detail.. just briefly.. and kept telling me that he would tell me next time.. but the time never come.. i am quite affected by this... he's like. hmmm... dun wan to share his problems with me..?

maybe i am always the problemative one.. the worrisome one.. we talk more about me related problems and things.. sigh.. so maybe chinru is right by saying tt coz' he dun wan to increase my already HUGE pile of problems.. but well... tt's not the point... i tot couple should share their burdens/ problems/ saddness/ happiness, etc..

i dun wan to be jus there for u... i wan to be right beside u... sigh...

maybe i am just a lousy girlfriend, who doesn't understand her boyfriend at all... dunno when is he sad.. when is he happy... when is he angry..

sigh...


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ai ling
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[name] ck
[birthday] 25 jan
[horoscope] aquarius
[school] st edwards, cedar, tj, bizard

loves works, idiotic bf, family, friends and God (not in order)
hates betrayal, sabotage


notes about me...
i'm juz a girl whom cherish friendship blindly... perhaps a bit stubborn, perhaps a little crazy.. but i think i am someone others can trust rely on..