Wishing UpON a sTAR
sob..
i dun wan to give up this relationship.. i cannot imagine wat my world will become.. i am too scared to think of that... but dear Lord, will u instruct me on wat to do next...? will u pls lay a path for me...?
dear Lord.. i can't take it anymore.. there were so many nights that i sobbed myself to sleep.. so many nights that my heart broke becoz' of him.. i dunno why i become so fragile and weak and pathetic now, Lord.. will u pls give me strenght to overcome all these....? will u make me stronger and become less emotional...? i can't stand the emotional side of me... and i think stella can't too... = ( and nobody can...
the one u love the most able to hurt u most..
but.. why the one i love wan to hurt me...? is it a one sided love...? i dunno anymore...
the more i think.. the more complicated things get..
dear Lord... u'res kind and great.. pls be my guiding light.. lead me through this difficult period...
so tt i won't be lost.. and break down halfway...
Jesus hear me pray.. Amen...
*heart-broken
think i am asking too much from God... = (
i am too much...
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6:48 PM.
