Wishing UpON a sTAR
oh well.. tonnes of things happened, but i dun have the time to update my blog.. besides, my sister has shifted the laptop on her table and she bought this web-cam look-alike thing. and yes, since she's like so deeply in love, she uses the pc almost 24 hours, talking and laughing infront of the laptop... as a result, all the rest have no chance to lay our fingers on the laptop... or rather, the internet connection.
went to jog around the neighbourhood today.. even jogged to weibao's neighbourhood... well.. was sorting out tot u see...
was thinking.. so i am going cell group on sat.. and according to wenfu, i am supposed to share my problems.. oh well.. the problem is, i have too many problems which i refuse to face, or dun bother to remember, mainly family issues.. and those non-family one, of course is related to eugene. i mean, how can i complain about eugene to his church friends?! isn't it ridiculous?
sigh. i was feeling so pissed with sister today again, that i went to flip the bible... in the hope that i will learn something and find peace.. oh well.. then i found this- Matthew- eye for an eye and love your enemies... sigh.. forgive and forget.. and i gotta forgive others before i can seek any forgiveness from Lord.. oh well.. its so tough la. i mean, i always try to forgive my sister and forget the whoel entire issue.. but then, the intelligent her just has way to flash all the old memories back by doing her old stupid stunt.. sigh.. it's easy to forgive.. but to forget...? how to? especially when my memory is really good..
sigh... then i tot of eugene.. he said i always angry over something small.. which is when he dun reply my message immediately... =( why is everybody treating it as such small matter....? i dunno... maybe i am selfish.. i wan alot of his time.. even when he's not with me, i wan him to constantly think of me... but.. apparently.. he's not.. he's too occupied by everything... i am the one remembering everything... he dun even feel sorry when i reminded him that i had repeated the same old things to him at least 10 times...
see... he's not replying my message again...
sigh, u know wat.. sigh.. forget it.. i dun wan to sound as though i am having moodswing again or watso ever...
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3:06 PM.
