Wishing UpON a sTAR
had legal business exam today.. think it's ok... hmmm.. well, guess i can feel fine coz' i dun have much expectation from myself. i am aiming for a pass or slightly above average. hahah... not really aiming for high grade.. hmmm.. guess tt's why i am not as stressed as many other ppl.
then, went to attend church at... somewhere at ferrar park? hmmm.. and i was with the blur ade. haha... oh well.. so what will happen when 2 blurs get together?! ans: DIE. ahahhaha.. nah, not really. coz'.. ultimately we FOUND OUR WAY! ^_^ and thank god that we were not late for the service. guess lots of ppl get lost too.. coz' it was like a maze there in the building...
today's session was rather meaningful.. hmm..
If I Had to Do It Over Again 2 Timothy 4:7-8
What will you change if you can live all over again? this question was posted to 50 old old ppl... and their answers were catagorized into 3 ans.
1) Reflect more on wat they did in their lives
2) Take more risks
3) leave more things that can be left behind after one has died.
well.. the last 2 hit me harder than the 1st one.
for me, i must say that i always wan to stay in my own comfort zone. i dun like to take risk.. i dun like to be in a lost position..i dun like to do things that i never try before..i only wan to do things when i am 100% sure that it's safe.. i dun like strange environment, that's why i dun really like to hang out except those usual hangout places.. and in fact, i dun really like to make new friends. it's not as though i can't make any, or i dunno how to make any. but it's just that i prefer to have my own clique, my own small safety zone, doing my own things, mind my own business.. hmmm... perhaps it's time for me to take some risk when it's appropriate and follow my faith?
hmmm... guess eugene must have made a great risk when he chose to be with me. hmmm.. so brave.. haha... my idol. haha
the last one is more related to my role in the voluntary field. i guess i should try to contribute more now? it's nice to make a difference in others' lives and leave imprints in their hearts.. hmmm.. the idea of zhenyi improving her maths never fails to motivate me to go to the girls' home. i feel fortunate to have student like her. and i feel glad that i can help. ^_^ guess it's time to be more active in my voluntary life. hmmm.. and, it's time i should stop being selfish and help out physically.. and financially if possible.
and.. guess wat! eugene met my mom today! haha.. so cute. my mom suddenly requested to meet eugene. haha.... he was already flagging for taxi when i called him. so funny. and i think eugene did fairly well when he was talking to my mom. and my VERY funny mom kept telling him my shortcomings!! said i dunno how to cook la, dunno how to do this and that. even told eugene that if he regret, he can DUMP me fast! how pig! n i asked eugene if he regret. lucky he said no, said no girls have lessr shortcomings compared to me! hahah.. *melted* but if not, i think i would have boxed his face. hmm.. quite happy. but guess wat!!! my mom thinks eugene is thin?! and the only my mom complained about him was his hunched back!? hahah.. see la.. told him already.. guys must teng xiong. haha.. stomach tuck in, chest out! see la! sigh.. going to correct him from now on!!!
overall, today is a great day. *happiness* and tml will be a sian day. coz' i will be starting to mug tml! = (
need chocolate to keep myself awake and feel happy.
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9:30 PM.
