Wishing UpON a sTAR
hmmm.. today... was not bad la. BUT, everything was like ruined again by eugene la..
started off my day with fna meeting... then studied with andy outside lt17 undtil 1+.. hmmm.. until the rain stopped, i decided to go kovan earlier to shop for formal wear for friday's presentation...
hmmm.. bought a pair of semi-formal court shoes and a blouse from metro... quite happy with the top. it looked formal~
then.. stupid eugene wanted to go back to tj for open house on friday.. and friday was supposed to be our one-on-one date la.. and i was damn thick skin to have asked him to give me the whole friday on monday.. and he actually agreed... and now? sigh.. to think that i was willing to push forwards my business law meeting to thursday and to meet over my lunch break.. and determined to leave early for my statistic project meeting on friday just for him... so that we can spend more time together... me and my wishful thinking... me and my fat hope...
and then.. i went to bath without feeling really hurt.. THEN, when i came out of bath and checked my phone, found out that eugene gave me a miss call.. the retarded me called him back instantly... and wat was the reason why he called me? it wasn't even he whom called me.. it was his friends.. playing prank on me.. crap.. i tot that he missed me or sth... that's why he called me.. especially when he dun usually call me.. i mean.. so far.. he has called me a couple of times besides on my birthday and i told him to call.. i was always the one initiating and calling.. i feel so one-sided again...
and he asked me when i will end on friday again.. i told him so many times... and he just simply said.. he got short term memory...
sigh.. love is a game with endless ups and downs.. love brings job and almost immediately, hurt follow.. why must he hurt my feeling again just before he goes overseas?
the phone just rang, and i tot it was him... crazy me
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6:53 AM.
