Wishing UpON a sTAR
busy week.. with nothing is done...
Begin to love Genes and Society now. coz' we simply gossip throughout the lecture. hahaa.. and hey, i read a report recently tt said, gossipers usually have longer life-span compared to one who dun gossip!! coz' by gossiping, u're relaxing~ it actually helps to relieve stress~
Anyway, can't believe the model couple will quarrel until like that... the girl sounds immature and childish at thought. but then again, shouldn't be so biased against her... coz' it could be becoz' of PMS, stress or she simply feeling insecure. oh well, perhaps its insecure. Sigh.. dun really understand her though. i mean, she has her boyfriend to be around her ALL THE TIME, why does she feel insecure? For me, i dun see Eugene often, so sometime, i did give up coz' i was so tired of waiting... but soon after i've talked to Eugene, i feel that it's all worth it. besides, isn't it a blessing to have somebody u love? hmmm.. hope this logic will stay in my mind for long. ahha... not just for now. coz' sometimes, i do feel like giving up... since he's always not around and whenever i need him, he's out somewhere... but then, i guess, if he can be out of army, think he will try to spend more time with me? i hope that is the case... sigh..
oh well.. eugene has field camp again this week... he had one last week, having one this week, and another one next week... wonder if he will have another one next next week..
wasting my youth doing the marketing ppt now. absolutely waste of my time, which is also my youth, as i am not young anymore. that arts student in my group, is really useless. i was so pissed off with him last night that i went to give u my 2 cents worth! and he sounded so UNREPENDENT. whatever. i am just trying to tell him in a point of friend's view. if he dun accept, then dun. i dun really wan to be his fren anyway. i am not interested to befriend such ppl. he dun even wan to give himself a chance to know more ppl, dun even value his own works, wat more can i say? in wat position i can tell him wat to do?! just hope this is the last semaster i am seeing him.
LOok, i dun even know his name. only know his name has the word hun. ahahha
whatever it is, sometimes i do pity him. but at the moment, SORRY, he has successfully irritated to me the point that i feel that he dun deserve my sympathy~ i mean, HELLO! me, jac and sam all stay ALL over the singapore, except anywhere near the school, and this hun guy who stays in the campus, DARE TO TELL ME THAT HE CANNOT WAKE UP! THIS, totally irritate me. and the fact that we need to waste SO MUCH time on editing his report. sorry. he's X! wat r idiot.
hmm.. anyway these days, though i am busy. i feel that things r getting a little brighter. thoughts related to funka has almost fainted. i feel relax. though i still have so many projects on hand, but one burden is considered down. so it's good i think.
but found it quite saddening.. becoz' of funka and stella, i dun feel like talking to edmund at all. whatever he said i seem to take it personal. i can't even take a simple joke from him, which is how bad it is. it's not that i abhor him or sth, i mean afterall, he was my zi ji. and he din do anything on particular to irritate me... but i just feel that there isn't anything for us to talk about now. and i am not exactly interested in his life at this point of time. sigh. it seems like i have totally blocked him out of my life huh? guess for this problem, i will need to spend a few days to think, to ponder. so maybe one fine day, or the next hour, i suddenly think through it, and i can be his zi ji all over again.
guess i just need sometimes... to think.
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3:02 PM.
