Wishing UpON a sTAR
hmmm.. nose bled for both today and yesterday.. sigh.. both came unexpectedly... well.. these actually scared me... sigh... just hope that my nose stop bleeding tml.. or i will go and see doctor on thursday.. sigh.. *scared..
and the tot that i may leave the world freaks me.. i know i am thinking too much down here.. but.. ya.. who dun fear death?
sigh.. maybe i am just pure stress.. tt's why talking nonsense now..
then. today, edmund sent me and ps home.. well.. ps was an accident. she wanted to get a free ride.. anyway he made me so super guilty.. like i only made use of him or sth.. the idea of me using him freaks me.. and i dun like it.. i really din wan to make use of anyone.. i just.. sigh.. nvm..
*in depression
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1:46 AM.
