Wishing UpON a sTAR
hmmm... am repenting now... but i dun think i will have the courage to say this straight into her face... though it wasn't entirely my fault, i think i played a part in this too.. guessed i did hurt ur feeling a bit with my astringent words.. i am sorry tt i said those.. and i would like to say sorry to u on behalf of the rest who said mean things about u.. gossiped mean things about.. hope u dun mind.. and stay happy.. and hope u learn ur lesson, change urself, so as not to be condemned by the rest with ur character.. u have to change, if not, nobody will like u... serious...
forgive me, lord...
sigh.. i guess i won't tell her this.. but i hope she will be able to comprehend this one day..
i know i vented my anger on u partly.. i was really pissed today with everybody in the office.. everybody was slacking.. everybody was gossiping.. everyody was eating.. everybody wasn't doing his/her work dutifully... do they not know their duties? do they not understand wat is deadline? i dunno if there is a literal meaning or watsoever.. BUT, i am taught tt- deadline means we need to complete things before the deadline is meet!!!! and dun tell me u're busy when u ain't... sigh... they really wan to kill sharon they all.. they are so inconsiderate... our supervisors are under such a great pressure and getting so many scoldings for our mistakes.. dun they understand this? do they feel guilty at all? i hope sharon and CB will not be retrenched after this project.. but i am afraid... they may... coz' this project is really... LIKE SHIT.. so messy.. sigh... i am tired of all these craps..
anyway, whatever it is.. i will just follow wat i have been taught.. and do wat i think is right.. and dun do wat i think is wrong. i will follow tt.. i believe i can.. though in silence...
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6:22 AM.
